I’m feeling tired today
left alone in the room hugging a pillow
touching my phone distracted my mind
it’s lonely to eat tonight
Suddenly, i was frightened by the ringing phone
my mom’s worried voice asked if i’ve eaten
these words annoyed me but today it’s different
the forgotten promises are remembered
I will be a person with pretty heart
and become a person who is selfless
i’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
i think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair
Though i’ve made hurtful wrong choices
you silently watched over me from behind
but now i think more than an innocent child
the meaning of mom’s silent prayers
I will be a person with pretty heart
and become a person who is selfless
i’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
i think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair
What will i do, yet my heart is small
can i do better without holding mother’s hand
I’m afraid that it will still lack
i’ll be a wise daughter of my mom (give me the courage)
i will be a proud daughter no matter where i go (you’ve been there for me)
i’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
i’ll show endless love
i’ll have a warm heart
i’m shy to express to mom
THAT I REALLY LOVE MY MOM...
brtuah ade mak gitu...syg sngt kat umi...umi slalu ajar aq matematik...smpaila aq pndai...tanpa knal erti penat lelah...umi buat gak.,..lps blik krja..trus bljar...tpi...knp aq slalu mrungut..?ah,,,aq ank yg x mngenang budi...maafkn angah,umi...angh ego...angh syg umi sgt2...maafkn angah..trima ksih umi...kalu umi x ajar angah...angh akn cmni smpai bila2...trima ksih ,umi!
Saturday, 15 October 2011
Saranghae Omma!
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Labels: Omma..
Friday, 14 October 2011
Hua~!! Sdeyy,,..
Sdey nye...sdeynya...aq sdih!byknye problem skunk...Ya Allah,,,apakh aq tdak layak merasa gmbira??/..
:( :( :( kwn2 ku...aq syg korng sume...blik lah...knp lri dri aq?knp kutuk aq?apa slh aq kat korng?aq x
penah tahu...KNP DN KNP??!!
I Always Used To Hold Your Hand,
When I Walked On The Street..
I Always Used To Look Into Your Eyes,
When I Wanted To Feel Nice..
But Today I Am All Alone,
Nor I Have Expectations To Get You Back..
I Don't Even Want To Try,
Because I Know That I Have Lost You..
sahabat....duniaku kini tiada cahaya...hilang enth ke mana...detik-detik...yang ku lalui....penuh duri....
bilakah...segalanya akn berakhir...? kdamaian kn juga kembaali....mengapa...tngisan itu....masih trdngar
lgy....tiada siapa peduli....dimana nilai kemanusiaan ;....sbgai...hamba Tuhan,....hdirlah kedamaian...aku
memerlukn....
sy syg korng sume...fhmlh prsaan sy...plezz...saranghae...cinguya,..jongsoehabnida...
Hurtly Soul,
Mariey,...
Posted by Mariey Bloodsucker at 10:05 0 comments
Labels: Friendship Is Hurt...
Da Da Da~
sdah dua hri aq x post...x ingt doe~disbbkn itu...aq akn tambah dua entry hri nihh..!!! hehe...hua..aq
sdiy sbnrnye...,.tpi...enthla...aq sdiy sngt ko...smpi dh tak ley nk tnjuk muka sdih...takley
nangis...huhu...dbbkn itu...aq nk lahirkn kesedihn aq dngan kata2...dh xley cite...sbb msih takde ending
yg memuaskn,...:(
Bismillah...
Dan kini aq semakin terpuruk..
terporosok di jurang yg dlm ..
tak ada yg membantu dn memimpinku..
untuk keluar menghirup udara malam..
oh tuhan mengapa jd seperti ini ?..
bukan ini yg kuinginkan..
kekecewaan, kekesalan, kecemburuan..
rasa iri, dengki, amarah, nafsu & kebingungan..
melainkan suatu sisi yg indah..
saatku bisa membagi diriku dlm dua fasa yg berbeza
jikaku telah salah langkah..
mohon ingatkan aku..
jangan biarkan aku semakin terpuruk sepi..
karna sesungguhnya aku tak tahu apa yg harus kulakukan..
Berjuta Bintang di langit.
Redup diam tak bersorak.
Tiada cahaya mententeramkn hati.
Kesedihan membongkar hati ini.
Suara tangis perlahan mengisi keheningan ini.
Wahai Rembulan,dengarkanlah…
Hanya engkau yang tertinggal disana.
Hati ini sedih di tinggal sahabat..
Persahabatan telah pergi & berpaling.
Temanilah aku agar ku bisa menjaga hati ini.
Semua Terserah padamu aku begini jdinya..
Ku tahu itu sulit bagimu.
Aku bukan yang sempurna..
Bila kau lihat riba, itulah aku.
Namun ku tak mahu untuk di kasihani.
Walaupun ku patut dapat kata kasihan itu.
Biarkanlah aku dengan semua ini.
Kerana ku tahu ku tak layak dalam hal terindah ini.
Posted by Mariey Bloodsucker at 09:40 0 comments
Labels: Crybaby...that's me?
Wednesday, 12 October 2011
One Less Lonely Girl..
woooo....skunk aq da freee...free from pmr!!!!hahsaha....tpi...nk tnggu kputusan lama lgi..huhu..debar gle la
plak...apa ni erin?x bley debar2...nnti x syok cuti ko..hehe..;.wahh...aq ingt..tak nk gi skul lps pmr..tpi lain
plak jdinya...mak aq x bgi!!! mak aq kata..pnting...nnti trlepas motivasi la..tu la..ini la..huhu...trpksa la gak
pegi...hmm..tdi kn kat skul...aq sronok..tambah sdih...tambah bosan...byak plak tambah aq hri nih..sedih
sbb...aq mimpi bruk..dn itu myebabkn aq sdih dan trus melarikn dri dari kwn aq,khadijah...minx
maaf,khadijah...dan yg sronoknye...wlupun khadijah "menghilang"...tpi diorng brsama aq..best..thanks
kpd..tika,nik n aisyah...hehe,,,,dn yg bosnnya...kitorng x tau nk wat pe..HAHA....dn...esok dn hri
seterusnye...akn ade aktiviti...dn sumenye aktiviti yg aq x ske..tpi..trpksa la...top of the
list...MELUKIS!argghhh...yg tu mmg alergik la...asal lukis je tak jdi...aq takde bakat
melukis..menconteng adala...hehe...buat sape yg kenal aq...dye tau sngtla tabiat aq yg suke conteng
tangan...kaki...haha...pastu...MENGGUBAH...haih...yg tu...mula2 lagi aq surrender...bkn jadi bunga...jdi
bende lain...x kn mnjadi punya aq buat..percaye la...MEMASAK...ha..yg ni pon sama...kalu aq
masuk...aq dulu angkat tangan...cop!aq nk jdi tukang
kacau!...hahah...pastu...MOTIVASI/CERAMAH...yg ni mmg! the most worst! yg ni...mmg aq
lemah...mmg tak tahan la anggota badan aq nk dengar lama...lenguh!...pastu...mata plak...mengantuk
semacam...kalu tngok kat dewan,..aq org tngh tidur...aq la tuhh....aq mmg tak leh...mesti akn trtidur gak
gane2 pon..haha...truk btuila...tapala...tada mau ckp la..kite smbung ecokk..
GOOD NIGHT SWEETHEART. <3
Posted by Mariey Bloodsucker at 06:48 0 comments
Labels: aq dak sunyi~
Saturday, 8 October 2011
Go2...KOREA ^^
AUW333....tak tau la knp...sjak masuk form ni...aq gila sngt korea...heheeh///..kalu bab2 korea...mmg
excited sngtla!!nk wat cane...prmpuan la katakn..kalu laki lain skit....kwn2 aq tu..skit bruno mars!skit2
bruno mars!ish...smpai naik gram..asyik bruno mars tu je...tpi...mmg diakuila lagu bruno mars mmg
sedap n mnarik minat..tpi...korea lagi best!!k pop..kdrama...sume best22!!hahah...da excited trlebih
ni...tapikn...cmbru sngt tngok org dyeee...cantik2!kalu laki...hensem2..gram tngok...cmbru...suka...sume
ade..haha...kalu laki yg best tngok...(da naik aura gatal ni!) mmg mnat glee ah..tpi slain tu...aq mnat lagu
org putih...! lagu kump big time rush...taylor swift,..lady gaga...ketty pery...jonas brother(auw!)...david
archuleta;...(ingt aq tau korea je ke?)aq ni up-to-date- ok!!..haha..perasan...tpi kn...aq slalu trtanya-
tanya ...aq ni bimbo ke?? enthla...ada satu keburukn n stu kebaikn kat prkataan tu...kalu nk tau...bukak
kamus yer!haha...ap lagi ye...?hah! aq suke sngt dengar lagu kump big time rush..lagu dye tajuk
boyfriend..best glerr!! itu lgu org putih....tiap2 hari..kalu x dngar lagu tu...mmmg tak sah!lagu tu mmg
menepati citarasa aq~haha...lagu org putih yg aq suke dngar slain tu...david archuleta-crush...big time
rush-till i forget about you...that should be me-justin bieber..iyaz-replay,..avril lavigne-when you're
gone...n bnyak lagi..(x larat nk sbut)kalu lagu korea.;...aq suka dngar lagu sedih;...enthla kenapa...sbb
lagu2 sedih tu biasanya mmg dekat dngan hati aq...mgkinkh sbb khidupan aq ni menyedihkn???no
comment...antara lagu2 nya...should i confess-soyu sister.....it has to be you-yesung suju...dear mom-
snsd...let's not-suju...wish you my love-Tmax...stay-mblaq....my everything-suju...my girl...tonight-
mblaq...love you-howl....n banyk lagii...x larat nk tulis..hahah...ta tau da nk tulis pe...nk bla da ni...
BREAK THE LEG~!
Posted by Mariey Bloodsucker at 20:10 0 comments
Labels: Kpop vs Epop+-+??
Thursday, 6 October 2011
DJ Erine On Da L!ne~ ^^
hye there!! tnggal dua je lgi nk merdeka!!! ..msti korng plikkn,,,org tngh pmr..aq smpat lgi tlis blog..haha...jngan rsaula...aq study tau!HEHEH..best gak rpenye...duk kat dewan...(sbnarnye takde modal nk ckp!) lmak..ta taula nk ckp pe..huhu..but today..i'm having a very big problem..huhuh...ssuatu yg mgkin bkal mncalarkn maruah aq...tpi..aq x tau camne nk ngelak...sbb dye tu kwn aq...dye baik sngt222...masa aq skit dlu....dyela yg jaga aq...sapu ubat kat aq...tolong aq jalan...huhu..pndek kata..mmg bnyak gile la jasa dye kat aq...aq syg dye sngt!!she's my bestfriend..huhu...tp...ptut ke aq buat ap yg dye nk???aihh..aq takutla...huhuhu...takut sngt...tpi aq dah terjanji kat dye...nk wat camne lgi kn???redha je la...brsediala untk trima kutukan dri kwn2 lain....hbis2...hbisla aq...mmg aq2 ni menempah maut la...MARYAM..KO MMG DA GILA SBB DH TERJANJI NK BUAT CAMTU...!!! spe2 nk bgi prtolongan???tpi..tdak dialukan sama skali...taknakla libatkn org lain..x psl2...kena tngggung dosa orgg...doakn aq erkk...bye ,..nk tdooo...
Posted by Mariey Bloodsucker at 09:04 0 comments
Labels: BIMBO?Ne or...Nehi?
Sunday, 2 October 2011
PMR....
dewan..dahla panas! mjur la aq duk tepi skali..mklumla...nama aq mula hruf w..haha...x tau da..nk tulis
pe..korng sume doakn la aq ni...aq takut sngttt,,,nk sngt dpt 7A...8A....9A?LGILA NK!tpi...aq kena sdar
gak...dri aq ni tahap apa...bknnya pndai sngt...tp...aq nk sngt..dpt 7A pon tkpa da..YA
ALLAH...TOLONGLA HMBAMU INI...PLEASEEE!!!!NK DPT CMERLANG...NK BKTIKN PADA
SUME ORG ...AQ PON BLEY BJAYA..8A...PLEASEEE!!!KPd sume orggggg...aq minx maaf ye!n kalu
ade yg aq terasa tu..jngan rsau..sume aq da maafkn!!!aq pon minx maaf!! kirenye 0-0 yer!ok...takpa
da...tu je la kot...x tau nk tulis pe da...ok sume....wish me good luck!n all of you too!! brjaya dunia n
akhirat..AMIIN!!! ok...till then,,good bye...CHAOW!!!
FIGHTING,DAEBAK!,,
Posted by Mariey Bloodsucker at 21:34 0 comments
Labels: let's rockkk~~~