Saturday 15 October 2011

Saranghae Omma!

I’m feeling tired today

left alone in the room hugging a pillow


touching my phone distracted my mind


it’s lonely to eat tonight

Suddenly, i was frightened by the ringing phone


my mom’s worried voice asked if i’ve eaten


these words annoyed me but today it’s different


the forgotten promises are remembered

I will be a person with pretty heart


and become a person who is selfless


i’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes


i think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair

Though i’ve made hurtful wrong choices


you silently watched over me from behind


but now i think more than an innocent child


the meaning of mom’s silent prayers

I will be a person with pretty heart


and become a person who is selfless


i’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes


i think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair

What will i do, yet my heart is small


can i do better without holding mother’s hand

I’m afraid that it will still lack


i’ll be a wise daughter of my mom (give me the courage)


i will be a proud daughter no matter where i go (you’ve been there for me)


i’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes


i’ll show endless love


i’ll have a warm heart


i’m shy to express to mom

THAT I REALLY LOVE MY MOM...



brtuah ade mak gitu...syg sngt kat umi...umi slalu ajar aq matematik...smpaila aq pndai...tanpa knal erti penat lelah...umi buat gak.,..lps blik krja..trus bljar...tpi...knp aq slalu mrungut..?ah,,,aq ank yg x mngenang budi...maafkn angah,umi...angh ego...angh syg umi sgt2...maafkn angah..trima ksih umi...kalu umi x ajar angah...angh akn cmni smpai bila2...trima ksih ,umi!

Friday 14 October 2011

Hua~!! Sdeyy,,..

Sdey nye...sdeynya...aq sdih!byknye problem skunk...Ya Allah,,,apakh aq tdak layak merasa gmbira??/..

:( :( :( kwn2 ku...aq syg korng sume...blik lah...knp lri dri aq?knp kutuk aq?apa slh aq kat korng?aq x

penah tahu...KNP DN KNP??!!

I Always Used To Hold Your Hand,

When I Walked On The Street..

I Always Used To Look  Into Your Eyes,

When I Wanted To Feel Nice..

But Today I Am All Alone,

Nor I Have Expectations To Get You Back..

I Don't Even Want To Try,

Because I Know That I Have Lost You..

sahabat....duniaku kini tiada cahaya...hilang enth ke mana...detik-detik...yang ku lalui....penuh duri....

bilakah...segalanya akn berakhir...? kdamaian kn juga kembaali....mengapa...tngisan itu....masih trdngar

lgy....tiada siapa peduli....dimana nilai kemanusiaan ;....sbgai...hamba Tuhan,....hdirlah kedamaian...aku

memerlukn....

sy syg korng sume...fhmlh prsaan sy...plezz...saranghae...cinguya,..jongsoehabnida...

Hurtly Soul,
Mariey,...

Da Da Da~

sdah dua hri aq x post...x ingt doe~disbbkn itu...aq akn tambah dua entry hri nihh..!!! hehe...hua..aq

sdiy sbnrnye...,.tpi...enthla...aq sdiy sngt ko...smpi dh tak ley nk tnjuk muka sdih...takley

nangis...huhu...dbbkn itu...aq nk lahirkn kesedihn aq dngan kata2...dh xley cite...sbb msih takde ending

yg memuaskn,...:(


Bismillah...
Dan kini aq semakin terpuruk..
terporosok di jurang yg dlm ..
tak ada yg membantu dn memimpinku..
untuk keluar menghirup udara malam..
oh tuhan mengapa jd seperti ini ?..
bukan ini yg kuinginkan..
kekecewaan, kekesalan, kecemburuan..
rasa iri, dengki, amarah, nafsu & kebingungan..
melainkan suatu sisi yg indah..
saatku bisa membagi diriku dlm dua fasa yg berbeza
jikaku telah salah langkah..
mohon ingatkan aku..
jangan biarkan aku semakin terpuruk sepi..
karna sesungguhnya aku tak tahu apa yg harus kulakukan..

Berjuta Bintang di langit.
Redup diam tak bersorak.
Tiada cahaya mententeramkn hati.
Kesedihan membongkar hati ini.
Suara tangis perlahan mengisi keheningan ini.
Wahai Rembulan,dengarkanlah…
Hanya engkau yang tertinggal disana.
Hati ini sedih di tinggal sahabat..
Persahabatan telah pergi & berpaling.
Temanilah aku agar ku bisa menjaga hati ini.

Semua Terserah padamu aku begini jdinya..
Ku tahu itu sulit bagimu.
Aku bukan yang sempurna..
Bila kau lihat riba, itulah aku.
Namun ku tak mahu untuk di kasihani.
Walaupun ku patut dapat kata kasihan itu.
Biarkanlah aku dengan semua ini.
Kerana ku tahu ku tak layak dalam hal terindah ini.

Wednesday 12 October 2011

One Less Lonely Girl..

woooo....skunk aq da freee...free from pmr!!!!hahsaha....tpi...nk tnggu kputusan lama lgi..huhu..debar gle la

plak...apa ni erin?x bley debar2...nnti x syok cuti ko..hehe..;.wahh...aq ingt..tak nk gi skul lps pmr..tpi lain

plak jdinya...mak aq x bgi!!! mak aq kata..pnting...nnti trlepas motivasi la..tu la..ini la..huhu...trpksa la gak

pegi...hmm..tdi kn kat skul...aq sronok..tambah sdih...tambah bosan...byak plak tambah aq hri nih..sedih

sbb...aq mimpi bruk..dn itu myebabkn aq sdih dan trus melarikn dri dari kwn aq,khadijah...minx

maaf,khadijah...dan yg sronoknye...wlupun khadijah "menghilang"...tpi diorng brsama aq..best..thanks

kpd..tika,nik n aisyah...hehe,,,,dn yg bosnnya...kitorng x tau nk wat pe..HAHA....dn...esok dn hri

seterusnye...akn ade aktiviti...dn sumenye aktiviti yg aq x ske..tpi..trpksa la...top of the

list...MELUKIS!argghhh...yg tu mmg alergik la...asal lukis je tak jdi...aq takde bakat

melukis..menconteng adala...hehe...buat sape yg kenal aq...dye tau sngtla tabiat aq yg suke conteng

tangan...kaki...haha...pastu...MENGGUBAH...haih...yg tu...mula2 lagi aq surrender...bkn jadi bunga...jdi

bende lain...x kn mnjadi punya aq buat..percaye la...MEMASAK...ha..yg ni pon sama...kalu aq

masuk...aq dulu angkat tangan...cop!aq nk jdi tukang

kacau!...hahah...pastu...MOTIVASI/CERAMAH...yg ni mmg! the most worst! yg ni...mmg aq

lemah...mmg tak tahan la anggota badan aq nk dengar lama...lenguh!...pastu...mata plak...mengantuk

semacam...kalu tngok kat dewan,..aq org tngh tidur...aq la tuhh....aq mmg tak leh...mesti akn trtidur gak

gane2 pon..haha...truk btuila...tapala...tada mau ckp la..kite smbung ecokk..

GOOD NIGHT SWEETHEART. <3

Saturday 8 October 2011

Go2...KOREA ^^

AUW333....tak tau la knp...sjak masuk form ni...aq gila sngt korea...heheeh///..kalu bab2 korea...mmg

 excited sngtla!!nk wat cane...prmpuan la katakn..kalu laki lain skit....kwn2 aq tu..skit bruno mars!skit2

bruno mars!ish...smpai naik gram..asyik bruno mars tu je...tpi...mmg diakuila lagu bruno mars mmg

sedap n mnarik minat..tpi...korea lagi best!!k pop..kdrama...sume best22!!hahah...da excited trlebih

ni...tapikn...cmbru sngt tngok org dyeee...cantik2!kalu laki...hensem2..gram tngok...cmbru...suka...sume

ade..haha...kalu laki yg best tngok...(da naik aura gatal ni!) mmg mnat glee ah..tpi slain tu...aq mnat lagu

org putih...! lagu kump big time rush...taylor swift,..lady gaga...ketty pery...jonas brother(auw!)...david

archuleta;...(ingt aq tau korea je ke?)aq ni up-to-date- ok!!..haha..perasan...tpi kn...aq slalu trtanya-

tanya ...aq ni bimbo ke?? enthla...ada satu keburukn n stu kebaikn kat prkataan tu...kalu nk tau...bukak

kamus yer!haha...ap lagi ye...?hah! aq suke sngt dengar lagu kump big time rush..lagu dye tajuk

boyfriend..best glerr!! itu lgu org putih....tiap2 hari..kalu x dngar lagu tu...mmmg tak sah!lagu tu mmg

menepati citarasa aq~haha...lagu org putih yg aq suke dngar slain tu...david archuleta-crush...big time

rush-till i forget about you...that should be me-justin bieber..iyaz-replay,..avril lavigne-when you're

gone...n bnyak lagi..(x larat nk sbut)kalu lagu korea.;...aq suka dngar lagu sedih;...enthla kenapa...sbb

lagu2 sedih tu biasanya mmg dekat dngan hati aq...mgkinkh sbb khidupan aq ni menyedihkn???no

comment...antara lagu2 nya...should i confess-soyu sister.....it has to be you-yesung suju...dear mom-

snsd...let's not-suju...wish you my love-Tmax...stay-mblaq....my everything-suju...my girl...tonight-

mblaq...love you-howl....n banyk lagii...x larat nk tulis..hahah...ta tau da nk tulis pe...nk bla da ni...

BREAK THE LEG~!

Thursday 6 October 2011

DJ Erine On Da L!ne~ ^^

hye there!! tnggal dua je lgi nk merdeka!!! ..msti korng plikkn,,,org tngh pmr..aq smpat lgi tlis blog..haha...jngan rsaula...aq study tau!HEHEH..best gak rpenye...duk kat dewan...(sbnarnye takde modal nk ckp!) lmak..ta taula nk ckp pe..huhu..but today..i'm having a very big problem..huhuh...ssuatu yg mgkin bkal mncalarkn maruah aq...tpi..aq x tau camne nk ngelak...sbb dye tu kwn aq...dye baik sngt222...masa aq skit dlu....dyela yg jaga aq...sapu ubat kat aq...tolong aq jalan...huhu..pndek kata..mmg bnyak gile la jasa dye kat aq...aq syg dye sngt!!she's my bestfriend..huhu...tp...ptut ke aq buat ap yg dye nk???aihh..aq takutla...huhuhu...takut sngt...tpi aq dah terjanji kat dye...nk wat camne lgi kn???redha je la...brsediala untk trima kutukan dri kwn2 lain....hbis2...hbisla aq...mmg aq2 ni menempah maut la...MARYAM..KO MMG DA GILA SBB DH TERJANJI NK BUAT CAMTU...!!! spe2 nk bgi prtolongan???tpi..tdak dialukan sama skali...taknakla libatkn org lain..x psl2...kena tngggung dosa orgg...doakn aq erkk...bye ,..nk tdooo...


NIGHTY NIGHT!! <3

Sunday 2 October 2011

PMR....

huh!! debar sangat2222!!!!!!pmr esok  weyy..smalam da susun krusi n meja kat dewannn...ala..x best duk

dewan..dahla panas! mjur la aq duk tepi skali..mklumla...nama aq mula hruf w..haha...x tau da..nk tulis

pe..korng sume doakn la aq ni...aq takut sngttt,,,nk sngt dpt 7A...8A....9A?LGILA NK!tpi...aq kena sdar

gak...dri aq ni tahap apa...bknnya pndai sngt...tp...aq nk sngt..dpt 7A pon tkpa da..YA

 ALLAH...TOLONGLA HMBAMU INI...PLEASEEE!!!!NK DPT CMERLANG...NK BKTIKN PADA

SUME ORG ...AQ PON BLEY BJAYA..8A...PLEASEEE!!!KPd sume orggggg...aq minx maaf ye!n kalu

ade yg aq terasa tu..jngan rsau..sume aq da maafkn!!!aq pon minx maaf!! kirenye 0-0 yer!ok...takpa

da...tu je la kot...x tau nk tulis pe da...ok sume....wish me good luck!n all of you too!! brjaya dunia n

akhirat..AMIIN!!! ok...till then,,good bye...CHAOW!!!

FIGHTING,DAEBAK!,,
MARiey luv VAMpire <3